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  FULFILL ME

  By

  Victoria Blisse

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  Fulfill Me

  Published in 2012 by Andrews UK Limited

  www.andrewsuk.com

  This book is sold subject to the condition that it shall not, by way of trade or otherwise, be lent, resold, hired out or otherwise circulated without the publisher’s prior written consent in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published, and without a similar condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

  The characters and situations in this book are entirely imaginary and bear no relation to any real person or actual happening.

  Copyright © Victoria Blisse 2012

  The right of Victoria Blisse to be identified as author of this book has been asserted in accordance with section 77 and 78 of the Copyrights Designs and Patents Act 1988.

  Chapter 1

  I lick my lips as I run my cursor over his body. I imagine it is my finger tracing over his tight flat stomach, dipping into his belly button, down his muscular thigh and between his legs.

  He stares at me. The invitation in his pixelated eyes may be imagined, but it’s enough for me! My finger slips down over my stomach, under the slim band across my waist and inside the satin knickers beneath.

  An extra illicit thrill courses down my spine to my groin as I look through the window opposite my desk that looks over the workers under my charge.

  It’s ironic really. I was the best at my job, I never met a computer problem I couldn’t fix or a customer I couldn’t placate. But now I’m in a separate office, sorting out paperwork and kissing arse. I’ve been promoted out of my main skills. I don’t mind so much, I get to go out to functions (barely disguised management piss ups) and I spend half my day surfing the net, looking for him.

  My cursor is resting on his chest. Hairless and muscled, it seems to beckon me in. The picture is crystal clear and I can see that his nipples are hard. I can envisage my lips around them, kissing and sucking them into arousal. It’s not difficult to imagine his firm skin beneath my moistened lips as they slip lower, over his oh so flat stomach, right down to the edge of those shorts.

  My fingers dip inside me and gather some of my slick moisture, then move back to press against my clit. This isn’t a time for teasing; it’s time for a good, quick orgasm. I do have work to finish today after all. Rubbing firmly in circles I feel the warm arousal spreading through my body, streaking through my limbs. I tense up in anticipation.

  My hands are slipping off his shorts now in Dreamland, revealing his large bulge. I sink my lips down over its perfect rounded head, around the hefty width of his shaft and up and down a few strokes. I taste his essence, the salty goodness inspiring me to lick around his tip, seeking out more drips of his juice.

  In my office, I lick my lips and take a guilty look around me. No one is looking in through the window that is the only wall separating me from the workforce. Thank God. So I go back to my fantasy, imagining his fingers caught up in my straight honeyed hair, as I lavish all my adoration on his cock. My gaze meeting his, I suck him, my lips wrapping round his dick, pulling him deeper into my mouth, teasing him closer to his orgasm. A loud knock at the door pulls my mind from its fantasy and my fingers from my pussy.

  “Enter.” I bellow, my scowl intensified by the boiling of my unsatisfied loins.

  “S..so..sorry to disturb you.” The floor manager walks in looking cowed.

  “What do you want, Penny?” I sigh, quickly clicking on my work window, hiding my masturbation material.

  “It’s just I need you to authorise this, Ms. Cole, so I can get back to the customer today.” Penny is a squeaky person. She looks squeaky, sounds squeaky and acts squeaky. I want to pick up a big can of oil to stop her making that damn awful noise. Briefly I scan over the paper handed to me and sign it, confident that Penny has the company’s best in mind, she always does. She’s such a little submissive corporate angel, whereas I don’t give two shits about the company - just the pay packet.

  “Here.” I pass the forms back and she thanks me, then turns and exits, scampering like a scared animal. I don’t know why I have this scary image. Everyone sees me as a complete callous bitch, I’m sure I’m not. I don’t fire that many employees, it’s been days since I last sacked anyone. I just can’t be doing with incompetence.

  This is probably why I’ve been boyfriend-less for years too. I was less picky as a teen. Gary was the guy all the girls fancied, so I went for him, and got him - of course. He wasn’t hard to snag. My impressively large and pert breasts and willingness to suck his cock kept me his girlfriend all through the last years of high school and college. When I hit university, I fucked, fucked loads in fact, but never dated. I’ve never dated since and have barely fucked, either; being so centred on my career, moving up the ladder, moving into bigger houses and buying faster, more fancy cars.

  It’s got nothing to do with the few extra pounds I carry around with me these days, honestly it hasn’t. I still get appreciative whistles when I walk past building sites and men stutter down my cleavage when I wear a low cut top. I just have a stomach and abundant hips. I’m sure if someone got me naked it wouldn’t be a problem to them. It’s just finding that person I want to get naked with.

  I sigh, and settle down to work, the erotic spark gone now, just the cooling juices on my thighs to remind me of my nearly orgasm. Poor Nick will have to wait till I get home this evening, then I’ll satisfy him. With another sigh, I take one last look at the half naked picture on my screen of Nicholas Casey, the star of Dobson’s Digs - the best soap opera on God’s great Earth.

  Chapter 2

  I’m not exactly sure when my obsession with Nick Casey began. It wasn’t the first time I saw him in my favourite soap - I didn’t like him then. His character, Dempster, was stepping in to take over the place of the original Dobson, Donald Dobson, who was tragically stricken from stardom via a tragic collision of his motorcycle and a dirty great big bus. He was chasing after the love of his life, Emerald, who had just confessed her undying love to him, before announcing her engagement to Peter Pret, Donald’s sworn enemy.

  I’d loved Donald and was distraught that they’d killed him off; however, Dempster’s obvious charms soon eased the grief of Donald’s passing, and soon after, it was the tall, blond estate agent I tuned in to watch.

  But when the obsession started, I don’t know. I know it’s an obsession, I’m not that loony. I know the amount of sheer lust and desire I have for the character Dempsey, and therefore his real life character, Nick, is not normal. Last month I bought a pair of his boxers on eBay for an obscene amount of money and I sleep with them under my pillow. Part of me knows I should frame them, keep them in pristine condition for that day in the future when they’re worth millions, but I can’t bear the thought of losing their scent, their softness and that connection to my hero’s groin.

  I know, I know, I know. I’m obsessed, it’s not healthy. I know all that, but I still want him, and now I am working to get him. I’ve spent long enough dreaming and drooling from afar - now I’m working on getting his pants into my bed, with him inside them.

  It’s really quite simple when you think about it, which I have, a lot. I’ve got technical computer knowledge that other thirty year olds gawp at. I know computers better than I know myself and I’m going to seduce my target using my favourite weapon - the Internet.

  I partook in a web chat earlier this year. I was so excited, interacting with the object of my lust directly then my plan began to hatch. It wasn’t difficult to find out his IP address, or to send over a Trojan horse, disguised in a fan letter with an attached picture of some poor girl’s boobies. I didn‘t send my own in case he recognises them later. I couldn’t believe it was all so easy!

  I was even more overjoyed when information came flooding in that proved to me that I had in fact gotten hold of his home computer! Now I have a whole pile of information, and the means to bring me into his life.

  The phone buzzes and I ignore it, the answer machine clicks in:

  “Caitlyn. I know you’re in. Are you there? Caitlyn.” My mother’s exasperated sigh makes me smile. “I know you’re there, but no - you’ll let your poor mother worry herself sick instead of just having a civil conversation with her.”

  My mother and I have never held a civil conversation. She’s been drunk for most of my life and her maternal instinct didn’t kick in until she was left by my father for a younger, better looking model, and my salary became attractive to her “poor” eyes. I avoid her as much as possible, but in the odd moments of weakness, I give in and give her the money she wants.

  “I just wondered if your father had given you the news yet. I heard it this morning and it shocked me to the core! He’s far too old now for that kind of thing, don’t you agree? And she is so, so, so young, younger than you even Caitlyn! And she’s pregnant. Pregnant. You’ve not even got a fella, let alone a baby. I want to be a grandmother you know...”

  I zone out my mother’s rambling as the shock of what she’s just revealed to me sinks in. If it’s true, then it’s big news - and Father hasn’t bothered informing me of it. Bastard! Jenny is twenty one, a good nine years younger than me and nigh on my step-mother, and apparently is soon to spawn a step brother or sister for me. Right. That’s the last bleeding straw. I’ll be ignoring him now along with my
damn mother. Fuck it, I’ve got no family at all.

  I rub the unruly tear from my eye and settle back with my familiar code and computer information. I can trust that at least - the computer never lies to me. Now then, how to entrap myself some perfection, as Nick IS perfect in every way. His hair is shiny like his smile, his eyes sparkle blue like topaz, icy and piercing. His body is toned, his flesh hard and un-yielding, tanned, beckoning me like the soft caramel centre of my favourite chocolate bar. He is my perfect partner. He likes computers, he isn’t afraid to admit he’s vain, he’s into his looks, sensitive and one hell of an actor - just like me.

  I know we will get on so well, the sexual chemistry will bubble and boil and he’ll be under my spell in a matter of moments, but I have to engineer this so he thinks it’s fate, destiny or just a plain old coincidence. I can’t email him out of the blue - sirens would blare CRAZY FAN! CRAZY FAN! For that very reason I can’t use the phone number I’ve acquired either.

  It comes to me in a flash of light, well, a flash of code, as my sweet spyware does it’s job.

  We’ll do lunch tomorrow, 1pm at Vincentios. Don’t be late.

  I’m not sure who the message is from as it has no signature and is from a common Hotmail address, but I have a venue and a time and I can be there.

  Chapter 3

  Red dress - check.

  Matching heels and bag - check.

  Smutty scarlet lipstick - check.

  Beauty radiating make up - check.

  I’m ready to face my perfect match.

  Vincentios is a regular eatery of mine. I know the owner and I always get a table when I need one; yet today, Tony needs some major persuading.

  “I need to be here this afternoon, Tony.” I pout and flutter my eyelids, it’s corny but it works. “It’s to impress someone...a client.” I don’t feel too guilty, it’s only a little white lie.

  “Katy, Katy, Katy.” Tony exhales as tunefully as he says my name, his Italian lilt prominent. “Not today my sweet, sweet rose. I have a full book. I cannot squeeze you in at that time, it is impossible. Don’t. No, don’t pull those eyes at me sweetheart. It cannot be done today.”

  “Oh please, please, Tony. You know I’ll pay you well.” I lean forward slightly, my breasts hurry forth to impress, my eyes full of the promised payment.

  “Sweet, sweet Katy, I cannot.”

  I drop to my knees before him, right there in the alley (I noticed it was dry before I tried this -wet muddy patched legs are not good for attracting a man) and look up into his face.

  “What are you doing?”

  I yank down his zip and fish my hand inside his pants, pulling out his slowly responding cock.

  “Mama Mia...not here, oh God not here, we’ll be seen. Pretty one, my wife may see, oh God, Maria might see. Stand up - put it away!”

  I pull on it more, moving my lips to cover its head, to suck and to lick it to arousal. I know this cock well, and it responds to my touch, thickening, hardening and filling me.

  I love the power that comes when I’m taking a man’s cock in my mouth. The way I can control him with just my lips, bending him to my will.

  “OK, OK Katy, you win. I will squeeze you in. Now stop, please stop!”

  His sing-song lilt shudders to a standstill as I gobble his length in one movement, my nose buried in his wiry hair, my throat massaging him, my lips sealed tight. One, two, three strokes up and down and he comes. His cock throbs as his liquid drips down my throat.

  “Thank you, Tony.” I tuck his pecker away then peck him on the cheek. His olive skin is now red with arousal and embarrassment.

  “Inside now Cara Mia - now,” he chides, but I know it is just his way. My blow jobs make him cranky, reminding him it’s the only sex he gets. His lined round face cracks a smile as I walk past him. He follows up the rear, tapping me lightly on my arse.

  “You are such a naughty girl, Katy,” he whispers in my ear. “But my old body likes it. Thank you sweet one.”

  I see Tony’s BJ’s as a donation to charity. He gets no action from his old and oh so sour wife, so I suck on him now and then for a few moments and make his day.

  “I am sorry I can’t get you more central Katy, but we are much, much busy today! White wine, sweet one?”

  “Yes please, Tony.” I smile, hiding my vexation of being pushed in the darkest back corner by the kitchens. I can be a diva, but right now, I’m in and that’s all that really matters. I pull out a compact, and redo my dark ruby lips, then re-powder my face, hiding away all signs of my impromptu display of my best skill.

  I’ve learnt the secret of a good blow job and I use it whenever I can. It’s so simple that I am sure most women already know it. Work out what he likes and do it. Big, bellowing men often like quick, shocking deep throating. Shy, sweet, sensitive types need more teasing and stroking. That’s what I’ve found anyway. It’s all in their personality if you just look hard enough. It’s seen me through university and into a well-paid job. I’m not embarrassed that my mouth has gotten me so far. I don’t tell everyone but my blow job skills are something I am proud of.

  The only thing my mum taught me that I paid any attention to was that I should use all the feminine wiles afforded to me to get on in life. I was given them, so I might as well use them.

  I think it’s the only thing my mother has ever said that I’ve agreed with and I still have feminine wiles, even if occasional self-doubt creeps in and stops me using them like I should. I am usually proud of my figure and I have learnt the tricks to hide my stomach as much as possible from public view. Sometimes, though, I just don’t feel like the sex goddess I know I should be. But blowing Tony reminds me I’ve still got what it takes.

  Tony places a glass of his best, chilled white wine in front of me, smiles then walks away quickly, barking an instruction to a young waiter. The restaurant is filling out and there are few tables as yet un-occupied, but still no sign of Nick and it’s well past one o’clock now. I sip the sweet, sharp wine from the glass and sigh. How long will I have to wait? Where will he sit? My tummy is aching and I’m not sure how much of it is nerves and how much hunger.

  Joey, a miniature of his father puffs over, his cheeks bright red. “Your menu Signora.” He smiles and turns to go.

  “Just bring me the ravioli, Joey.” I call and stall him mid-turn. He nods, and races off to another table.

  My eyes travel over the other patrons of the restaurant, ever searching out that familiar face. Suddenly, I find it, and my heart beats out of my chest. Nick Casey is sitting less than six feet away from me. There is only one table between us, and it’s still empty. I stand up to move over and take it, when Tony leads a tall stick of a man over to it, and seats him there. The pole is talking to Nick and the woman accompanying him. Is it his date?

  I look at her again, in her Dolce & Gabbana brown tweed suit and her expensive heels and her very, very old face. That can’t be his date, maybe it’s his -

  “Mother, stop fussing please and sit down.”

  He sounds as sexy, if not sexier in person. It’s bizarre how very real he sounds in life compared to on my telly. I guess the fact he’s not funneled through my flat screen speakers accounts for that. Now he’s here the plan can commence. Fuck, I’ve not felt this nervous in years. I think this beats even the time Mum volunteered me to star in a local am dram production. I spent my rehearsals snogging the leading man and not learning my lines and I completely fluffed up on stage and ran home in tears at intermission.

  “I never see you!” I hear her deep, once sensual tones and I can hear the similarity to her son’s voice. “I miss you darling. Tell Mummy, tell Mummy everything.”

  “Oh Mum.” he sighs. “I just work for, you know, that show you never watch and when I’m not doing that I’m sleeping.” He sits back in his chair and as Joey walks past he clicks his fingers. “Menu.”

  Joey throws menus down onto the table and walks away, muttering under his breath.